I enjoy my solitude.

I like myself.

I like drawing.

I like films, books and other mediums of art.

I think critically about all the stuff I enjoy.

I can't always think straight.

I have flaws.

I go to bed with my makeup on sometimes.

I don't brush my teeth regularly.

I'm not careful about half of my responsibilities.

I don't like living up to someone else's expectations.

I don't like expectations.

I like the idea of being challenged, but I am scared of challenges.

I am scared of many things.

I am mostly scared of letting other people down.

I am scared of being left behind, forgotten.

I lived most of my life alone in my mind, I have a hard time letting other people in.

I do have a mask I put on everyday.

I don't do much thinking, even about important things, I am very impulsive.

I am very destructive when I'm angry.

I am scared of the idea of love.

I fuck up regularly. 

I annoy myself sometimes.

I get confused about some very simple concepts in life.

I get confused a lot.

I know that my mind is scattered most of the time.

I don't pay attention.

I can get obssesive.

I have a history of depression.

I don't like how my depressive tendencies affect my life.

I hurt people.

I love people. Well, I guess I do.

I am not sure about many things.

I have a hard time putting my thoughts into words.

I can let go, but there's no turning back for me.

I get emotional, very.

I like to express my emotions openly.

I don't like ambigous people. 

I am kind, and I expect kindness from other people.

I don't care about little things.

I like to enjoy the big picture.

I don't like feeling uneasy. 

I like to feel relaxed and comfortable around people. 

I may not be a nice person all around, but I do my best.

I try, I fail. I don't like to be judged for that.

I definitely do not judge other people.

I am human. 

I do my best to survive.

Ooh, this is new! Never had a proper blog before. I have no idea how to do this, I can't even make a header. Does this font stay the same on the blog? I don't know.
Oh well. An introduction:
My name is Işınsu, I'm 19 and I live in Turkey. I made this blog because, well, Tumblr got boring. I know, weird, right? I needed a space where I could openly express my opinions and thoughts about relevant things. And I wanted to do it well. I also need to work on my English.
I like books, I watch tons of TV shows, and I like talking about what I do with my life. And I can feel my life is about to take a turn for the better; I'll start uni in 3 months. I'll be living in a different city, in a flat with my best friend, everything will be new! Exciting and horrifying at the same time!

In this blog you will probably see;

• Tidbits of my life,
• Rants about TV shows, the internet and many small things,
• Probably hauls, (actually I just bought some vintage stuff online, expect that)
• Photos of places,
• Random thoughts.

I have a pretty boring life as of now, but I'll do my best to keep up this blog. 
Stay cool!